Paper. Flowers.

So I have been quitting things a lot recently, nothing bad but my dependance on sugar, and love of junk food. I end up in a predicament where I need to replace vices so I have re-taken up origami. Nothing too hard yet but if you want a bouqet of lillies and tulips get me a load of paper in the colours you require and then give me a little time and you will have a glorious bunch of paper flowers.
I know you are ment to get flowers for the people you love and care about but as I work part time I can't afford to go out and spend £60 on flowers on a whim, but I can make loads of paper ones which costs time and when you think about it time is more precious than money, so surely when the choice is between going to a florist and asking for a cliche bunch of flowers (roses anybody?) or making the time to make a bouqet the choice should be fairly simple answer. Yeah I would take the expensive florist any day but then I may start smoking again and I am over 3 years without a cigarette, for you see I have a short attention span. You may not realise this as I seem to spend a while typing these ramblings every so often but if I arent twiddling with something I easily get distracted. Some people consider this rude but I can focus all my senses onto a person if my fingers are busy.
Yeah erm there was a point to this blog which I am rapidly trying to remember, nope its not coming back. But if you want any paper flowers making give me a shout!

I'm. Slippers.

Yeah I know its another of my rubbish titles, but hey its my blog I will start it how I want. I have heard about this survey done about how you can judge a person by their choice in footwear, and I apparently because I wear practical boot for the distance I walk everyday, well that means I am an angry person, so arrrghhh, sorry thats not angry enough ARRRGHHH. Is that angry enough for you? Personally I think the survey is a load of bollocks, but it did get me thinking about how people are like shoes. I have worked out that the shoe I most closely resemble is a slipper.
Its really not as crazy as you may be thinking, ok I can tell you raised an eyebrow so let me explain, you have the outgoing people who are trainers, thats an obvious one, the booze monkeys are either broken high heels or brown loafers, the cautious people are safety shoes, music lovers are wellies and the the free spirited are barefoot. So what does that make me?
Well slippers is the best answer, I mean how many of you beautiful people out there in the whole wide interweb are wearing slippers? I bet not many of you, you see slippers are the forgotten footwear, in this day and age when everything is rushed, fast food, fast cars, and fast women (and for the ladies(fast men), we don't have time for slippers. You forget how special they make you feel, the fact that you can just put on a comfy pair of slippers and forget everything that has happened that day. Try it go on. What I do that stops me from being a bare foot is I can make someone feel really special and then when they forget about me I don't complain as I know that it won't be long before they think about that comfy pair of slippers but after you have one comfy pair no matter how many more you try it won't ever be as comfy as that first pair of slippers.

So take a minute and think what shoes are you?

Not. Often.

Its not too often that I find someone who makes me believe in myself, in fact throughout my life I can think of only three, and as much as I would like to name them I hope they realise who they are and don't need to be named. The downside is wheneer I meet someone I can tell how they are going to affect my life, it does mean sometimes I let people go when I shouldn't, when they have such a positive effect on me I try to keep them around for as long as I can but then if I try too hard to keep them near by they have a tendancy to flee. I'm used to it. Not a good thing I will admit. And thats one of the reasons I don't like people. Often when relying on people they let you down. Although you should not let my bitterness influence the way you deal with people I would suggest excersizing some caution when you meet someone new, I learnt this the hard way, If you open up people will think you're strange, so from that you should never open up to anyone until they have declared you an important part of their life.

Thats where I go wrong, I aren't important to anyone.