An escape

I love to read, from comics to classic literature. I will read anything. It offers me an escape from....well....me, the simple fact is there is a lot I would like to change about myself, from the way I walk to my fear of completing my ideas. There is so much I idolise from my fave characters, things I emulate, and the things I wish I could do myself. Now I aren't after the ability to punch through solid concrete or anything like that, just the ability to follow my convictions. Today for example I would have loved to do what I thought about doing but I can't  force myself into taking that risk. It was only a kiss.Why couldn't I do that?!?