Time. Panic.

Its late on a saturday morning, the sky is a brilliant blue and cloudless. I have internet radio on, because one of my closest friends' partner is Djing it and I'm trying to be supportive. The day is strangely good. The downside though is I only have today off work! I hate it when I have time off work when I have no plans, it makes the day seem a little wasteful. Its not too bad though as my body is ripped to peices from working multiple jobs so a day of rest should work out quite well.
So time is playing fair with me but my sleep pattern has changed drastically, I am awake for roughly twenty hours a day with bad quality sleep for the other four hours. In all fairness I don't mind it too much it gives me the time to think and relax my brain just shut my head off for a little while and let it reboot.
Panic, I don't mean the bad guy in the first season of yugioh (the only good season) I mean I have been developing as a person, I have been taking other peoples feelings into consideration and I have been being nice to people. Its not that I'm not a nice person, I over use sarcasm and like to abuse the english language to confuse people. BUT I have been cutting down on how much I do both, as apparantly it can offend people. I have always found that the people who get offended are either the people who don't understand it or the people who don't listen to me when I do use them. It mightnot seem like much but this is a big step for me, its almost like I am becoming a productive member of society.

It might happen one day!