Wednesday, 15 July 2009

welcome to this corner of my life.

You know me, an easy going guy with a high spirit and a jovial personality, well if you agree with that then you obviously don't know me at all. I am a miserable person who is caught up in his own little world of fear hatred intrigue and sarcasm, yet only for about 3-6 months of the year the rest of the time I can be this really friendly guy who would do anything to help anyone, or even better, everyone. but this is the first blog post of the three month downer and probably the last until I cheer myself up a little. I like how people label it as seasonal affected disorder, I think thats what its called, when you get depressed when its raining and happy when its sunny, a.k.a. bullshit, how is it a problem everyone has it.
"aww look its raining outside I can't go out now"
Why not? I'm not sure if you realise it but its water! You bathe in it, you drink it. Why are you scared of letting it on your skin?

Yeah this doesn't really affect me, I like the rain, I love the fact that people hide under shelter so the streets are almost totally mine, its freedom incarnate, and I really do love it. The way you feel water running down your face and its cold so you feel it loads and your skin tightens and you just feel....wow.....thats the only way you can describe it.

But yeah this is the sadness and you are welcome to join me in it, and you will find that the world becomes a much more sarcasrtic place, but damn its fun.

1 comment:

tone said...

I thought most people got depressed during the winter season, and not in the summer, when everything`s all warm and nice. ;) I`m staying in France until Friday and go directly to England from there, if you have the ability to meet up with me, let me know. I`m going to Cambridge at some point too, is that closer to Hull? I miss you mister! Did Steph have her baby yet? Talk soon and take care. :) xx