Wednesday, 29 July 2009

3 things...

I am human, I know that comes as a suprise but, I promise you that when you look at me I am kinda like you. I have flaws and advantages to my being as all humans have, its a sign of humanity, I would even say its normlity. I am sarcastic to everyone and I use it as a defense mechanism and an ice breaker, it sums up what and who I am. But the main thing that makes me feel human is the fact that I get scared.
Everyone has fears some are more strange then others but we all have them. I work through my fears but there are three things that really scare me. The first is one most of my friends know is worms, feel free to take the piss but when you think about it they are scary they wriggle through mud so you never know where they are so in theory they could be wriggling between your toes if you are walking barefoot.
The second is rejection, its a basic human fear, noone doesn't have this fear, I guarantee that even if you say you don't have it its there skulking in the deepest darkest hollows of your mind. See even now you are probably thinking "no that doesn't scare me!" but when you wake up in the middle of the night you will realise that it is scary.
Finally my other major fear is hospitals I don't know why but they scare the crap outta me, even now I am all goose-pimply just with the thought of them. So I will leave it at that and let you all get some shut eye because you will need it for the day thats is coming.

Sweet dreams

1 comment:

tone said...

MISS YOU! You'd better had that laptop fixed for when I get back on Sunday. XD Nah, I joke, but I'm looking forward to talking to you again, be it through xbox or laptop or whatever. Hope you're less shit than you were when I last talked to you!

xx