Who?

Well to follow a tradition I had CHINESE FOOD again and whenever I do eat takeaway I write a new blog, I'm not sure why it works that way, maybe I have a strange reaction to sweet & sour or maybe its just a coincidence well fate bworks in ways like that.
Been thinking today, quite a bit more then normal I might add, but yeah thinking about my place in this mixture of molecules that we call a world or planet. So far I have worked out that I belong in no social grouping of any kind or even with the few friends I have got and I do mean a FEW(I'll be honest I was going to pun then in a feeble attempt to make you, the reader if anyone actually reads this, by saying few but spelling it as Phew as in phew I do have some friends (I did say feeble) but if you bunched me and all my friends together I would still stick out more then a sore thumb. I don't purposely try and stand out but its how I was brought up. It could be something to do with the fact I have very few male friends, infact I don't even need to take off my socks and shoes to count my male friends, that is a problem really.
I was told a few days ago by someone I used to be really close to that she thought I was gay due to the fact I actually give a shit about people and don't trreat women like objects, why is it that they always love the bad guys when all they really need is someone who they can talk to rather then F**K their brains out? Maybe I'm doomed to walk this world alone. Now thats a scary thought. Being alone.
So one day in (hopefully) the near future the people like me will get a look in on the supposed beautiful people and when that day arises I will reach out with both hands and grab my chance and maybe for once I won't miss.

Then again maybe missing is just my style!